Don't you just love when celebrities got caught cheating, they will put on all "Sex addict" and do some kind of tacky apology speech? It seems like creating a medical term can hide the fact that they are cheating. It feels like lots of famous men would had prepared their "Sorry I am a Sex Addict" speech even before they start "eating-out"; and sex rehab is just a cheap excuse to stop your spouse from divorcing you as you were too cheap to set up a pre-nap. Nice PR trick tho.
Life is about choices, and yes, one wrong move you can hit the rock bottom.
At first, it was not easy. Wicked made a conscious decision to change and commit to a serious relationship with Chrisyero, sex was the easiest part, and she is still flattered to receive occasional messages from now-former-fuckbuddies asking if she had become available. Maybe they are sceptic about her relationship, but she decided to look at this as their compliment of her skill in bed and still unable to find her replacement.
Adjusting to focus part of life with a younger man is just a bit harder, she lived what he wants to live already - and she done it the way that is bolder and crazier, considering she thinks Chrisyero is more conservative than she is, why doing a re-run and on a lessen scale?
When you use time to repeat it means you are slowing down your own progression that should be happening. This is what economist says "Opportunity Cost", how resources could had been used for a certain thing but had already been located to do something else by choice. On the other hand, one important part of experiencing life is living the life, Wicked has no right to stop Chrisyero to experience his path, and if he can not experience and instead absorbing information from Wicked, he would only be a zombie and never live and learn. In order to avoid Wicked stepping backward and Chrisyero become a zombie with no actual life experience, Wicked put part of her time with Chrisyero to live his life and keep her mouth shut unless necessary; and use other time to keep developing herself or do something she never done before.
But there was a bigger part as to adjust to a relationship life that Wicked found uncomfortable with- being seen as someone in a relationship. She had issues with friends whom no longer identify herself as an individual and now it must be Wicked+Chrisyero, its like an extra last name that people pushed on you and disregard your individuality; when she tries to explain this, both the friends and Chrisyero got offended. Wicked glad that at least the bitches are understanding this concept, but there are too many stupid people who just can't work it out.
How suddenly people sees her or/and Chrisyero differently made Wicked feel more uncomfortable than anything. Understanding their words means well, but these words truly insulted her intelligence. A friend of Chrisyero said "She completed him!" Bring shivers to her spine, because she don't like people who consider themselves "half" looking for "another half" and she definitely do not and would not consider herself as a "half person" (previous episode)... Another scary example from another friend would be "He'd been looking and he found you" - Wicked never meant for this relationship to happen by since she found him she made consideration and decision to pursue this relationship because it is him and his lovely nature; but if he considered and decided to find a relationship before Wicked then she would had only be someone filling a role, which could've been anybody's role. If a relationship was established on so many different grounds, socially and mentally, can it become a relationship that is too hard to handle?
But at the end of the day, she knows when he said I love you he meant it, and his touch is real and she felt the same. In that context it is simple and easy to understand, the love is 2way. And yes, the Wicked Bitch is in love.
