Today I said goodbye to a buddy of mine, he'd finished his contract in Australia and moving back to his country; so i combined all my techniques into 1 fuck session- he had fun, a certain part of him did not want to say goodbye till half an hour after the session. We had loads of fun in the past few months, but if its time to go, its time to go, maybe I'll give him a visit sometime..... Isn't it funny that people say "maybe I'll give him a visit sometime"? When sometime means never? or a coincidence working trip or death of a distance family (whom happens to have the funeral in that city). Oversea friends say they'll keep in touch, but who tried? Hands up whom stay friend with their overseas buddy for more than a year after departure.
Its only a matter of time that you will/will be forgotten, its only a matter one day you will refer it to "Once upon the time". I preferred to remember "Once upon the time he's my good fuck", instead of "once upon the time he broke my heart".
You know that a couple of days after the bread expires you can still eat it, and maybe if you can locate this magical timing in a relationship you perhaps can resurrect everything. Like a very good movie I watched with my friend Andrew today, it was titled Cut Slevees Boys, a story about 2 very different gay Asian boys in London, one of them is a player/frequent heartbreaker, whom fell for one of his prey after the breakup, he later tries to fix the situation but it was too late, his prey had morph into another him, like a vampire sucking out people's dream of love, and their own credit card, and turn their prey into one of them. In my opinion, once you break up you have approximately 24 hours to fix it, or it will be too late. (I so have a feeling that i'm going to laugh my shit out when i read this 10 years later.)
And yes, if everything has an expiry day and so far, no one, including yourself, can make a firm committment to someone else, which expiry will be easier to get thru? A buddy who is going back to overseas or an ex that you actually want back?
I am just one of the vampires whom perhaps lost the dream of pure love, but i'll be a more environmental vampire, I suck cocks instead of dreams, how about that?
