A Friend who love Love
A friend of mine is a heartbreaker, I'd disguise his name as YD. YD is a wild horse with a strong taste in men and a strong drive to make things happen, we are very similar in that way, I believe that's why we are getting along well. I don't think i have what it takes to commit to a relationship, as to prevent unnecessary heartbreaks and not to waste my precious time, I decided to stay single; YD don't do that, YD go out and find himself a lovely guy and start a sweet relationship with him, everything YD gives to his relationships are genuine, but it is the wild horse part of his ruining the relationships by starting an affair, time after time I witness him breaking men's heart, and at the same time, breaking his own.
I guess that's where we're different, I am learning to love myself before I go and find love, YD loves Love, and what Love can offer, like a drug which gives him the kick in the boring life, a drug which can also ruin him.
I might have been dissing YD, in truth there's no right or wrong in relationships: I want to take my time to improve myself and locate the man who contains the 4 essentials of relationship (5/3/2007 entry), I can also define myself as the coward whom might not ever be good enough for myself. YD can be a heartbreaker who also breaking his own heart, people like YD should be respected for how brave and how far they are willing to get themselves into.
I think I need to speed up and YD needs to slow down.
