Today I went online for sex, (almost) bump into 2 of my friends and realise: shit, I shouldn't log in! So I set up a new profile, with another me, a new identity, I'm keeping the existing ones for sex-search; and a more decent/boring one for relationships or when-i-bump-into-friends. I had clearly stated kwhat I want from a relationship and what i'm looking for from a guy, such and such, I realise that my relationship profile is very different from my sex profile. I wonder if I'm driving myself to a splited personality - once your sex self start flirting to your relationship self, you know you're in a sorry shape..... I think I need an emergency session with my shrink.....
But what about attraction. I am not the only one who don't really know what I want? can sexual desire align with relationship quality? Do you need to scarifice one in order to upgrade the other? We are living in a world that "I Want It All", are there enough to pick? or are there too much to pick from?
