Wicked Bitch is about to make a decision in her life that she worries she may regret. In theory it is always good to move on from something that is not giving any promises but Wicked is not sure if a promise is what she wanted, she does not feel like she is intending to offer anyone promises anyway. With the previous "Mariah Carey Glitter" breakdown on her record, she had been trying the hardest to avoid any potential self-ignited disasters.
The question is: should she take the next step or shouldn't her? she is in the situation that she may damn if she do, probably damn if she don't.
For people who stayed in the same job for too long, they can easily fall casualty at the next economic dive; moving on now should increase competitiveness in the job market; alternatively renegotiation for the current job can generate a positive impact too. Especailly for young bitches in our 20s it is important to think before our career rocket launches.
A business deal is a business deal which can be negotiated and confirmed on black and white, but in terms of relationships, a change of heart is a change of heart, not even a piece of paper or a ring can save you. Wicked's time with the rarely intellectual man is going well, but with her future plans and also developing career in the way, it is unfair to ask someone to stand in line and wait for the next blue moon, it is unacceptable in the work environment and more so in a relationship.
At work one can do the re-negotiation first, and move on if there is no improvement, but in a relationship, especially between 2 people who both think too much, dates are minefields, without carefully structing your words the relationship can be blown into pieces, making the wrong point at the right time, or wrong time for the right point you can easily become another casualty.
Wicked wants him to know that she is never a princess, and he will probably not going to become her prince, its lovely that their paths had crossed, since it is very possible that their paths will eventually parted geographically*, why not spending some time together and hang about the way that they had been, like Mulan's dairy [ previous entry ], we'd add a lot of preservence to make it last.
* Both Wicked and the man have relocation plan in future.
