Something happened a week ago may confirmed that Wicked Bitch is part human: when one of the bitches said "you can marry yourself" in a fun loving manner, Wicked felt a tingly sense of discomfort. That is a sign that Wicked's self-presentation may be different from who she really is or who she would like to become.
She always proud to be single and she is establishing her own destiny to make the choices she needed for her future. When it comes to love, status is not more important than the feeling of love.
P-Yiona shown a great deal of support to Wicked since her break with the intelligent man, she told Wicked that although it is heartbreaking to know there is connection that wasn't really there, but even a small period of happiness is good - because it is good to know someone who will be able to make you laugh. It is good to know someone out there is happy to put a smile on your face.
The pain from this break proven that Wicked wants love with another person. She was never lucky enough to be involved in a long term relationship, but for those she considered a relationship, she had given all she can.
Perhaps the years of bad luck may be lucky for Wicked. She had never seen herself so clearly until recently, she realised her polar opposites: wild unsettling red blooded bitch who perhaps is anti-relationship (the side that the bitches witness); also a traditional introverted hopeless romantic monogamist who is ready to give it all to the one who is true. Perhaps the alternative universe as Stepford Wive was not a case of drunkenness (previous episode); they all exist within Wicked's psyche.
She wants real love that is deep like a vortex, overwhelming and consuming, someone who can reach deep into her complicated heart and echoes with her emotionally, intellectually and sexually. The intelligent man worked well with Wicked in the 3 areas but there is the very last bit that they did not offer to each other - is being willingly. The willingness that is so simple but also the hardest for him and Wicked herself, perhaps they don't feel like that can be 7/10 for each other (previous episode).
Someone who respects her for everything she is and she respects in return;
Someone who can stand her like she stands her own flaw and she can stand every flaw of his;
There no room for supermodel or millionaire;
Just an independent man who is going to witness Wicked becoming the independent women that she wants to be,
And be willing to be with her.
People says if you stay positive then good things will come, easy to say but difficult to do. It may not be soon that Wicked will find the one, but she is hopeful, she is not intended to marry herself, and she will stay proud to be single and playful until then.
