Spring. You can feel the air is a bit warmer and the days are a bit longer. Your heavy jacket has made its way back into the wardrobe. You can tell spring is breezing her way in before the first blossom.
The bitches are working well along the "princess methodology." It is great to see Caurora, White Mulan, RoAriel and John-asmine are enjoying their lives in pairs; interestingly, the princess methodology never worked for Wicked Bitch. Relationships are never "one size fits all." What works for them other may not be suitable for her. She read a book about a "list of life" which she mistook as "lust for life" at the beginning. Since then she has been looking for someone who can compliment her list for life and "lust for life". She is still trying to figure out if this is attainable
When meeting someone for the first time there is a sense of novelty which generates interest. Such interest does not guarantee a relationship. Wicked once thought she was cursed to lose a man after he returned from a holiday; perhaps this holiday cleared the novelty out of their systems. Wicked remembered she once had a man return from a holiday and tell her she is too complicated for him. She is tired of playing games with those men, but part of her wants to participate.
The intelligent man came around a bit differently. He had been overseas twice. They escaped from just novelty and are still spending time together. Wicked thought she had broken the curse.
In truth, Wicked was never cursed, she was just not a princess and has a heart that never wants to settle (at least not for now). She is not a simple girl. she likes to take charge and she wants to control her destiny yet she does not want to divert anyone else's destiny. Since she thinks independent men are attractive, she requires independence herself as well.
As a bitch in her20s life, has too much to offer: making money, travelling, seeing the world, experiencing everything that she can. She would rather say "Gees I was stupid" than "What if I'd done this?" Wicked took a chance and implied her intention of a relationship with the intelligent man. They ended up solidifying a friendship. It is clear that they both have friendship above relationship. There is too much in Wicked's life that she wants to experience and so to the intelligent man. They knew it all along, their relationship would never be a fairytale, but for all the time they'd shared, it was not a waste.
They knew there was a connection. There is a bond mentally and physically but they are too much alike , and life has too much to offer that they are not ready to offer to one another. There is everything but the emotional attachment they placed on the table. Perhaps Wicked is not ready. No one is ever ready. She is way too far away from that that she questions if she will ever be ready. It was the best possible "relationship" for 2 people that do not place relationships high on their lists of life.
There is pain when learning that you are not getting what you think you wanted.
What was between Wicked and the intelligent man was like the flower that never blossoms, the bloom that hads missed spring.
