There are times you feel speechless. When you are soaked in the enjoyment you would be out of our vocabulary; there are also times when you're surrounded and trapped, you would be unable to explain how you feel, those are the speechless times too. Wicked experienced the later one.
All the happenings seem like there was no beginnings, and not going to end anytime soon.
If you finish using the entire bag of tricks to battle the situation and you still feeling like dying from the inside - maybe its time to stop lying to yourself.
Wicked has been lazy and stayed in the comfort zone for too long, the comfort zone is no longer comfortable. When a bitch is fighting for her independence, it is not just about finance, its also about a sense of self, like Mulan earlier, she wanted to feel like home at her own home (previous episode)
Unfortunately we are not the successful ladies as in the movies, the bitches are working through their long way to happiness, real life is never fiction, it will never go the way you wanted.
It is time for Wicked to open her eyes and take a look, surprisingly good things are indeed much closer than she thought.
When the road gets rough true friends surface. A pad on the shoulder; an attempt to make you smile; making time even during the busiest schedule or putting a roof on you. There are friends who would say: "I supports you but let's catch up when I have time", which is nice already, but for those who ditch their plans for you, or give you full attention after days of exhausting and over-timing work - that is simply unconditional.
Things are still rough, it will probably stay that way for the next couple of decades or more. But at least at this moment, she released yourself from the cage once she oblige herself to stay in; and believe in herself and the friends who believes in her. Raising a flag on the rough surface of this world, claiming what she right to.
