As she walk out of the club, she know it is over. Technically she and him were never an item, but the way he ignores her, she don't even know if he consider her as a friend. Was he ashamed of her? Was he never see her as girlfriend? She never ask for an official status, so there were no end.
As he turns his back on her, he know it is over. He is looking for power and forces that drives his life. He never thought of her.
Her name is Cindifella, she is a tough looking bitch with the softest inside. For as unconventional she tries to be, she is a soft hearted bitch in new-age disguise - she will do anything and willing to risk anything she can to be with someone because she wants to. She take chances to the very extreme and she will go for it. Her life was never stable because she fly from one major try to another, but would she land flat on her face? We never know.
As she walk out of the club, she wants to call her friend, and then she realise, she is no longer living in Never-Ever Land...
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3 months ago she flew to a far away country far from Never-Ever Land - she is not a doctors-without-borders - she is just following someone's decision to move overseas. She loves him very much, although she never shows, but her close friends can tell, no bitch in her right mind will move overseas and start her life all over again if she do not feel like she can have a future with him. her friends saw through her tough surface and understand the little woman inside of her. They knew it was a huge risk for her, but understanding how much she wants to be with him, her friends stand down and did not protest. They decided to keep a close watch on Cindi-fella even she is overseas, just in case
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This is a story about 3 bitches, the bitches in different stages in life and how their friendship evolves during changes. Their names are Cindi-fella, Bellinda & Slow White.
30.8.09
(01) Cindifella
