Wicked frantically called the bitches' voice mails like a mad cow.
She misses her single life, but she know she'd miss her life with her guy if she don't pursue it. 1 thing she does miss is her wild sex life.
RoAriel once said to Wicked as she's holding off sex she can see her guy better, and she did; she likes what she sees, and she discovered more of herself as she goes. When successfully setting him apart from the others, perhaps she learn this one is more special than the others - She surrendered and give up the forest for 1 single tree, for the very first time in her life.
She realise she is in love. She know she don't want to wake up one day in the future and unable to recognise herself, but she will not give up this relationship, it is hard to find the balance tho. She feel lovely for 1 moment and then she feel shitty - shocked and overwhelmed - for how good and how fast all these is, she ask herself "Is this real?" Feeling comfortable with him but she wonder if she is comfortable with herself making those changes?
The bitches know if Wicked do something she goes all the way, it was always all in or not in (previous episode), she made the choice and go into something new, but she is still who she is. Wicked is experiencing cold feet after betting it all in. She is a sceptic and cautious woman, she threw all rules away and cut all the drama and make it into a relationship; but she still want to take a long hard look before going way further than she imagined herself would be. She never felt so deep before, thanks to tugging her libido away. But as she feel this can potentially become a long term relationship, she ask herself, "Can I trust him and can i trust myself?"
Life changes, a good friend told Wicked no one stays the same forever. She made changes from adolescent into the womanhood and she's feeling great and proud, why letting her strong defence mechanism preventing her from changing into the next part of life?
One small thing she is a bit bothered by him, is when he said no past should be mentioned. She was a proud single and she enjoy sex, she got plenty of nicknames: slut, whore, evil bitch..., whatever, but the past constitute the present and events in the past granted her the wisdom that made her proud - and she is prepared to bring that with her to her next part of life, with him.
As binding the present sweet she feels good but suffocating.
And then at a not so special moment, she realise, why don't she let go and stop thinking about waiting for a special moment to have sex? She acknowledged her normal self is someone who loves herself and love sex, and now, she's making more room to love him too. While avoiding sex excessively got her to think senselessly and possibly jeopardised her relationship from herself, why not just go with the flow. And that night, she went for it.
You don't need to wait for a time that defines as special, a special day can be any day - who would've thought her theory when she was single still works? (previous episode)
As Caurora returns home she picked up her voice messages, she first found Wicked's "mad cow" message and then then her happy message that she made the special night with her guy without trying too hard, Caurora is very happy for Wicked. Then she found another message from RoAriel, "Hey Caurora, I think I have a stalker, I was listening to my messages and there's one with an extremely creepy laugh and then the woman scream 'Intercourse! Good Night!'" Caurora ask RoAriel to switch on her caller ID from now on, because with Wicked, anything goes.
