For the 5 years in a relationship, Slow White had been in struggle with her mother - she ask lots of questions and everything feels questionable to her - when the mother begin to slow down with her questions, she felt better. Guess it is just a second nature of people who cares to question, questions keep us safe but the most important thing is how you receive it.
Slow White is comfortable with her relationship, with her siblings decided not to marry, her mother decided Slow White should get married: When Slow told her friend Mulan there was no proposal story, Mulan thought Slow was pregnant, but judging to her unhealthy skinny figure, anyone can tell she in under pressure and not pregnant.
Her friend White Mulan knows better, as both with Asian background, the strength of family pressure and guilt can be giantic. So they share their thoughts from time to time - sometime, friends from the same background just works better.
She wish she can be like Bellinda who is liberated and do what she want to do, and witnessing Bellinda achieving making her feeling like an underachievement, occasionally.
Bellinda moved in with Slow because she ran away from her family, in an extend by helping Bell is Slow's way to liberate herself, to provide a chance of change, a change make for good - for good karma or for good personal journey. And one last time they can grow together like sisters.
Within the period of next 6 months she will get married, in the traditional fashion that her family always fascinated for, meanwhile she and her fiance are obligated to be financially prepared to make it work according to tradition (ie. cost a lot), they both decided to take extra hours for work. That the kind of person Slow is, she has a big heart, she is there for everyone that she gives a shit of.
When is she going to give a shit for herself?
7.9.09
(03) Slow White
